double-minded

Why have you slept inside my bed
when now you say that you're afraid?
Why are your lies the only way
to reason choices that you made?

Why does your life consist of tales
that one day count and one day fail?
Why have you come to talk this right
when you did it wrongly?

Why did you choose to study hard
when now your studies fall apart?
Why do you wish to flee from home
when if you do you feel alone?

Why don't you leave the bastard slapping you
and treating you like crap?
Why do the voices in you head never speak uniformly?

You did it wrongly…
(Always you do)

The biggest question in your life is do or don't.
There will be consequences if you will or if you won't.
Why are you never satisfied with what you get
and always set up walls between yourself and everyone you met?
You did it wrongly.

Why don't you try to overcome your inconclusiveness at once?
Why do you try to play it safe to be the master? You're the slave!


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delusion

Have you bought the latest super-fridge on TV?
Do you usually buy anything that you see?
Do you think that it's more satisfying to buy your life than live it for free?

Are you hypnotized by the ads in the mail?
Is your holiday planned for the annual sale?
Could you ever say no to a bargain or would you just be hot on its trail? …
With or without avail?

On Monday mornings it's the "Hey-we-sell-it-cheap-god" you adjure.
Never you have dripped yourself a cure.
And never you have listened to me, never saw the time.
Never you will win below the line.

Is your car bodacious? Is your domicile huge?
Would you rather despise being called a scrooge?
Is delusion of buying a distraction for you or just a kind of refuge?

Do you think your life is a bit of a yawn?
Is your bank account currently overdrawn?
If you wanna buy shit, later on you acquit with your granny who's sick…
Better put her in pawn if you wanna go on!


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i ain't you

What you see is what you get, I am me and I don't regret.
What you want that is not me, you want a stupid employee.
Why dont you turn around and look for someone else
who's just as ignorant as you?

Do you see me? Do you feel free
from society´s impacts?
You stare at me, compare with you.
You criticize... but I ain´t you!

I live my life, I walk my way, in every minute of the day.
I will not change myself for you, cause I believe in what I do.
If you´re too stupid to accept me as I am,
I have to walk my way without you, then!
I´m on my pacifistic way against all ingnorance and blood.
The good will carry the day... sometime!


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mysteries

Last time I tried to take a chance to start my life anew,
and all the things once missed went right,
I couldn't believe that it was really true.
Yes, it was really true.
Sometimes you are lucky, too.
So please believe in that mystery that happened to you.

Last time I tried to take a chance to start my life anew.
I went into a pub and checked the chicks around the bar,
there were no horny ones.
What you tell me, I do know.
I also ain't the star of this show.
It seems to me that you went through a Saturday as usual, so far.

But how can you know, what life will show,
some circumstances, some mysteries around.
They can change it all, can make you fall.
But they can make you happy, too.

Indeed as I turned 'round and wanted to leave the pub, I can't believe,
there was that girl in front of me, a mighty source of energy.
Hey, was she cool, so special, yeah, did you just want to dance with her?
I went across and talked to her that day,
It worked and all my troubles went away.


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chessman

You wake up early in the morning, beads are dripping down your skin.
Nobody heard the words of warning, saw illusion's darkest grin.
You just can't win a fight that's lost by itself.
It seems like everyone would follow the example of decay…
but never they would try to stop the madness just a single day.

Common comedown!
Once you make it out you're caught within…
got to make a choice to lose your reputation or your self-esteem.
Common comedown!
You're a chessman conscious of the game
but when you share your thoughts you're called insane.

A host of demos you participated in were left ignored.
Your girlfriend laughs at you, your parents call you names and cut you short.
Your friends keep telling you to adapt or to disguise.
But you can't look upon the obviously wrong way as prescribed.
But realize bigoted people tend to put humanity beside.

Your grievous fate of people looking down at you…
makes you feel insecure... considering your attitude as wrong.
But listening to the voice inside your heart that makes you combat keeps you strong.


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wake up call

If you look back on our last past forty years
where you see poverty, regimes and global fears,
this could be somehow a wake-up-call for you.

If you see innocent men dieing on the streets,
aggressive cops who celebrate their victory,
this could be somehow a wake-up-call for you,
and this would probably be the beginning of something new.

If you think living life as vegetarian
would make you healthy or a legendary man,
this could be somehow a wake-up-call for you.

If you think education is the monkey wrench
to leave your village and as well your country wench,
this could be somehow a wake-up-call for you,
and this would probably be the beginning of something new.

If you think government's a bunch of sleazy jerks,
while you could much more confidently do that work,
this could be somehow a wake-up-call for you.

If you've thought of rebelling against repressing crimes,
becoming die-hard's been your wish so many times,
this could be somehow a wake-up-call for you,
and this would probably be the beginning of something new.


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ever again

I often must remember the times we've been together
but no one of us was aware there was much more to say.
Was it your diffidence or my non-observance,
whatever it was, we got nothing to tell us that day.

As life went on miraculously, I checked out
getting you to know just took its time.
So, if I'd now call us "soulmates", I'd do fine.

I was invincible till the day that I met you,
but now I don't know what to do, no I ain't got a clue.
Still I'm wondering why I had to let you go and I'm
never gonna see you again.

We ended talking endless hours, we shared our interest and our powers.
With you by my side I felt stronger than I did before.
So much to have so much to go through,
when one day, at a single blow, you announced
that you'd leave cause you felt that you gotta go.

As life went on miraculously, I lost you
before we played the game - bad time to lose.
And I neither got the right nor chance to choose.

People tell me that I'm crazy, just to think about you,
not realizing that you're gone for now and evermore,
but I'm never gonna listen to what they say and
believe 'em when they're wrong... 'cause I know about it
and I won't leave nothing undone.

I was invincible till the moment I met you,
but now I don't know what to do, no, really got no clue.
The more I'm winning, the more I'm losing, too.
Will I ever see you again?
No, no one can tell me... will I ever see you again?


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